| Location | Perth / Dundee-scotland |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Natural Causes |
| Date of Birth | 01/07/2006 |
| Date of Death | 01/07/2006 |
| Visitors | 9,999 since 11/10/2006 |
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Our darling daughter Zara was born at 5:53am on a bright and beautiful Saturday morning on the 1st
July 2006. She lived for 37 minutes.
Our only child, she was a miracle of conception and a gift from God, and I miss her very much.
She was born prematurely, after induction, at 25 weeks due to my developing Pancreatitis and Liver
abnormalities. She weighed 1lb 7oz and was 28 cms tall.
I had an extremely hard pregnancy. I have endometriosis and had a laparoscopy on the 1st February
2006, to clear my tubes in readiness for IVF. I developed a post-op infection and was admitted back
into hospital for observation, where I found out I was pregnant and shouldn`t have had the
laparoscopy. How she survived it is a miracle.
I had a pretty normal pregnancy up to my 17th week, when my waters broke for the 1st time. I was
told that she was unlikely to go any further than a week, but she held on, stubborn just like her
mum. I was in and out of hospital for the next 5 weeks with bleeds and at my 22nd week my waters
broke for the last time. I was admitted to hospital again and told that in all likelyhood I would
go into labour that night. I didn`t.
She had proved them wrong again.
I went home still in shock with the news that none of the OB doctors had ever had a pregnancy last
so long without waters, nearly 2 full months, full of hope that maybe just maybe she would make it,
but our joy was short lived. I developed Pancreatitis at 25 weeks due to the post op infection not
being treated correctly and had to be induced.
My labour was only 5 + 1/2 hours long and she was finally born, double breech, at 5:53am on the 1st
July 2006. We refused resus knowing that she had no chance of survival and I wanted her to die
without pain. She lived for 37 minutes.
She looked so beautiful and at peace and so much like her daddy. She will always be our beautiful
daughter, a true daddies girl and so badly missed by all her family.
We will always be filled with pride in knowing how hard she fought to be here with us and she will
always be our precious angel.
We would like to thank all our friends and family who have helped us through this devastating time
especially our mums, Thanks Mums we love you XX. Seni cok seviyorum anne XX
The greatest thanks to all the Midwifery/OB and Paeds resus staff of Perth Royal Infirmary &
Ninewells Hospital Dundee, and especially Dr Adam Gordon without whom we would never have had the
chance to have been graced with Zara at all.
Thanks also to the Rev Jim Stewart of Letham St Marks Church Perth, for the very beautiful service
he gave for Zara, and for the hospital visit which he gave me (Thanks Jim).
I give you this one thought to keep,
I am with you still I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am diamond glints upon the snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush.
Of Quiet birds in circled flight,
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not think of me as gone,
I am with you still in each new dawn.
O Allah! Grant protection to our living and to our dead and to those of us who are present and those
who are absent, and to our young and to our old folk and to our males and to our females.
O Allah! make her a cause of recompense for us and make her a treasure for us on the day of
Resurrection and an intercessor and the one whose intercession is accepted.
An Eternal Memory of a Much Loved Daughter
The awful pain of loosing you
is still so hard to bear
it's difficult to face the day
and know that you are not there
For you always meant everything
and made each day so bright
but now you're gone, the world seems dark
without your shinning light
But cherished, special and so loved
you always will remain
God bless you, precious Daughter
until the day we meet again.
ANGEL
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LOVE AND THANKS SENT FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT,CHRISTMAS HUGS ALL ROUND.
with lots of love from Michael xxxxxxx
One Christmas Wish
One Christmas Wish xx
I guess if I could make just one Christmas wish,
I would wish I could see you.
To hold, to snuggle, to just kiss,
This is something I'd really like to do.
My arms ache for my baby Girl,
Who will always remain just that.
To never grow and experience joy,
I wish I knew where you were at.
Why is it God thought he needed you more than I,
And why is it wishes can't come true?
I am just an aching heart who can only ask why,
And a mother who can't let go of you.
Please God grant me this one Christmas wish,
If just for a minute, an hour or a day.
She is someone I really need & miss,
What more must I say?
Merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS XXXXXX
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My Christmas Wish For You
My Christmas wish for you, my friend
Is not a simple one
For I wish you hope and joy and peace
Days filled with warmth and sun
I wish you love and friendship too
Throughout the coming year
Lots of laughter and happiness
To fill your world with cheer
May you count your blessings, one by one
And when totaled by the lot
May you find all you've been given
To be more than what you sought
May your journeys be short, your burdens light
May your spirit never grow old
May all your clouds have silver linings
And your rainbows pots of gold
I wish this all and so much more
May all your dreams come true
May you have a Merry Christmas friend
And a happy New Year, too.
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Dear Mum
Mum please know I’m safe and sound
Cos I’m in gods care
And when its time for you to come
I promise I will meet you there
At heavens gate I will wait for you
As I long for our first hug
And I promise you will see
That I’m happy in the heavens above.
I see the countless Christmas Trees around the world below.
With tiny lights, like heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular! Please wipe away that tear,
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear,
but the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
for it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart,
but I am not so far away,
we really aren't apart.
So be happy for me dear ones.
You know I hold you dear
and be glad I'm spending
Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I send you each a special gift from my heavenly home above.
I send you each a memory of my undying love.
After all "LOVE" is the gift, more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do,
for I can't count the blessings or love He has for you.
So, have a Joyous Christmas and wipe away that tear.
Remember, I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
ANGELS
May the angels keep you till morning.
May they guide you through the night.
May they comfort all your sorrows.
May they help you win the fight.
May they keep watch on your soul.
May they show you better ways.
May they guard you while you're sleeping.
May they see you through your days.
May they show you new hopes.
May they still your every doubt.
May they calm your every fear.
May they hear you when you shout.
May the angels keep you till morning.
More than this I cannot pray.
And if the angels ever fail you,
Then may God be there that day...
Have A Good Weekend Everyone
This Tribute Is For Friday Busy Tomorrow
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
Each time we see your picture
You seem to smile and say,
“Don’t cry, I’m in God’s hands,
We’ll meet again someday!”
“The Best”
God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around you
And He whispered “Come to Me”
With tearful eyes we watched you.
We watched you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard-working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He chose to take the best.
It’s lonesome here without you
We miss you more each day.
Life doesn’t seem the same
Since you have gone away.
When days are sad and lonely
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
“Cheer Up and Carry On”
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
As you release this butterfly in honour of me,
know that I'm with you and will always be.
Hold a hand, say a prayer, close your eyes and see me there.
Although you may feel a bit torn apart,
please know that I'll be forever in your heart.
Now fly away butterfly as high as you can go,
I'm right there with you more than you know.
xxxxx
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