| Location | Perth / Dundee-scotland |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Natural Causes |
| Date of Birth | 01/07/2006 |
| Date of Death | 01/07/2006 |
| Visitors | 9,999 since 11/10/2006 |
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Our darling daughter Zara was born at 5:53am on a bright and beautiful Saturday morning on the 1st
July 2006. She lived for 37 minutes.
Our only child, she was a miracle of conception and a gift from God, and I miss her very much.
She was born prematurely, after induction, at 25 weeks due to my developing Pancreatitis and Liver
abnormalities. She weighed 1lb 7oz and was 28 cms tall.
I had an extremely hard pregnancy. I have endometriosis and had a laparoscopy on the 1st February
2006, to clear my tubes in readiness for IVF. I developed a post-op infection and was admitted back
into hospital for observation, where I found out I was pregnant and shouldn`t have had the
laparoscopy. How she survived it is a miracle.
I had a pretty normal pregnancy up to my 17th week, when my waters broke for the 1st time. I was
told that she was unlikely to go any further than a week, but she held on, stubborn just like her
mum. I was in and out of hospital for the next 5 weeks with bleeds and at my 22nd week my waters
broke for the last time. I was admitted to hospital again and told that in all likelyhood I would
go into labour that night. I didn`t.
She had proved them wrong again.
I went home still in shock with the news that none of the OB doctors had ever had a pregnancy last
so long without waters, nearly 2 full months, full of hope that maybe just maybe she would make it,
but our joy was short lived. I developed Pancreatitis at 25 weeks due to the post op infection not
being treated correctly and had to be induced.
My labour was only 5 + 1/2 hours long and she was finally born, double breech, at 5:53am on the 1st
July 2006. We refused resus knowing that she had no chance of survival and I wanted her to die
without pain. She lived for 37 minutes.
She looked so beautiful and at peace and so much like her daddy. She will always be our beautiful
daughter, a true daddies girl and so badly missed by all her family.
We will always be filled with pride in knowing how hard she fought to be here with us and she will
always be our precious angel.
We would like to thank all our friends and family who have helped us through this devastating time
especially our mums, Thanks Mums we love you XX. Seni cok seviyorum anne XX
The greatest thanks to all the Midwifery/OB and Paeds resus staff of Perth Royal Infirmary &
Ninewells Hospital Dundee, and especially Dr Adam Gordon without whom we would never have had the
chance to have been graced with Zara at all.
Thanks also to the Rev Jim Stewart of Letham St Marks Church Perth, for the very beautiful service
he gave for Zara, and for the hospital visit which he gave me (Thanks Jim).
I give you this one thought to keep,
I am with you still I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am diamond glints upon the snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush.
Of Quiet birds in circled flight,
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not think of me as gone,
I am with you still in each new dawn.
O Allah! Grant protection to our living and to our dead and to those of us who are present and those
who are absent, and to our young and to our old folk and to our males and to our females.
O Allah! make her a cause of recompense for us and make her a treasure for us on the day of
Resurrection and an intercessor and the one whose intercession is accepted.
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You can never have too many teddies Zara lots of love angel xxxx
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I am so so sorry I really am...
I am sorry for your loss I really am. Your little Baby is with all the other little ones that have sadly had to leave us .. I wish it were different for you all I really do.
Take care of yourself.
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stay strong
ive read your story on egotm, i know your suffering the loss of more than one , i cant add words but my thoughts are with you stay brave xxxxxxx
Just for a moment
Our hands have touched, our paths have crossed
A love is gained, a love is lost
Just for a moment I kissed the face
Of an innocent child I can't replace.
Just for a moment a maternal touch
Would say the words that meant so much
A soft caress, the gentle tears
That made those minutes last for years.
Just for a moment, I held your hand
My broken heart in your command
So much to tell you, so little time
Why was we punished, what was the crime?
They took part of me when they took you away
As much as I loved you, you weren't meant to stay
I gave you a hug that for always must last
As facing the future means leaving the past.
Our souls have merged, I live for you
Perhaps I'm living your life too
I will carry on; I can always stand tall
Because just for a moment, I had it all.
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